useless me

is it me being sensitive or is it the fact??
guess im nth...dun make any diff with me or without me around...
'fed up with u!! everytime also like dat... for wat?' dats wat someone just sorta indirectly told me....am i really dat useless??? making ppl fed up with me??
boring day...slept whole day...woke up at 9 sth..sis made me prepare food for her...
tv till 1 sth...slept till 3 sth...tv again till 6 sth...
came online...feeling moody...cant take it...typed a mail n send it to someone who cares...
feeling much better...continue tv...when sis is being so hardworking...tidying her cupboard...cant believe im getting so lazy...
friend sms me...going for haunted apartment tmr after lunch with him...long time no see dy...hopefully still can recognise him..hehe
came online again after tv...about 11...waiting for someone to online...
another friend msg me instead...sth happened...so he kinda pissed off with me...
still waiting for someone to online....need to talk...badly...
finally online!! but eating....so here i m...while waiting.......

~life is so meaningless~