better day

after so many days of boredom, finally gone through an interesting day today...
went out with friend....2 years din see liao...still nvr change...went for lunch at teppanyaki...then watched eragon..again...he felt so bad making me watch again..but no choice...haunted apartment ticket sold out...
after movie, shop around....looking for xmas present...he came up with an extremely funny idea...ended up getting sth from bodyshop
left ts at 6...came home tv..online...pissed off with msn...stupid earthquake...
enjoy my chat tonite though...despite the sucky msn connection..finally used my brain....
is it wrong or right? i dunno....
is it real or fake?
is it reality or fantasy?
*confused*

useless me

is it me being sensitive or is it the fact??
guess im nth...dun make any diff with me or without me around...
'fed up with u!! everytime also like dat... for wat?' dats wat someone just sorta indirectly told me....am i really dat useless??? making ppl fed up with me??
boring day...slept whole day...woke up at 9 sth..sis made me prepare food for her...
tv till 1 sth...slept till 3 sth...tv again till 6 sth...
came online...feeling moody...cant take it...typed a mail n send it to someone who cares...
feeling much better...continue tv...when sis is being so hardworking...tidying her cupboard...cant believe im getting so lazy...
friend sms me...going for haunted apartment tmr after lunch with him...long time no see dy...hopefully still can recognise him..hehe
came online again after tv...about 11...waiting for someone to online...
another friend msg me instead...sth happened...so he kinda pissed off with me...
still waiting for someone to online....need to talk...badly...
finally online!! but eating....so here i m...while waiting.......

~life is so meaningless~

lonely christmas

lonely n bored christmas....sis went out with friends, parents stayed at home watch tv...
they watch inside, i watch outside...watched till 6 sth...online
sth happened...moody...probably pms...gets moody easily nowadays...
ppl around me tried cheering me up..thx a lot...
feeling better..then someone else gets moody...so my turn to listen to probs n cheer ppl up...
had voice conversation through msn...stop for while...
another friend tried cheering me up through voice conver by singing xmas songs...
end voice conversation n continued the previous one...talked till kinda late...early i shd say...a.m.
thx to ppl who's here by my side...
n special thx to kl who did my blog for me....thx a lot!! i know im being a lil fussy...but dats me...hehe